Dear Carol, You are a wonderful daughter. You have put your life on hold and placed your mother in a station of honor in your life. I know that Christ always rewards honoring others with your love, time and energy. In our brief talks I felt we connected in these sorts of matters. Relax now, be at peace because your Mom is whole. I know this Mother's Day will be difficult but focus on where she was here and what she has become in Heaven. That's a wonderful picture - Heaven. Love and Prayers Cynthia