Kendra and I visited Hood River shortly after Jameson was born. He was so little that Kendra and I were both afraid to hold him, but we sat with Courtney for a few hours, watching Jameson with fascination. I am heartbroken to know that there will not be a next time for a visit with Jameson. I missed my opportunity to hold him and watch him grow. My parents outlived their son. My brother died at 4 years old. I say that only to say that I cannot understand the loss of your child or how you are feeling. But I can promise to accept the people that you will become as you learn to live with grief. I can promise to help you remember and celebrate Jameson's life for the rest of yours. My thoughts are with both of you.